God I feel like shit today

[mummyhill]

I thought I had all our money sorted and that all the creditors had been sorted out so why have I received 3 letters today threatening court action? The house looks like a bomb has hit it. The kids are driving me up the wall. Working till gone midnight 3 times a week and 9 hours on saturdays is meaning that I am getting seriousley sleep deprived.

If I could pay off some of the debts I would feel better.

Any ideas on how to boost my income? I work part time and can't increase my hours due to childcare issues.

Not good today. The people who involved social services in my life are in the area visiting other members of my family today. I am frantically trying to tidy up the mess made by dh and the kids yesterday whilst I was at work. Am anticipating a knock on the door. DH is out teaching karate this morning and instructed me not to open the door if they do turn up but to call him straight away. Sounds daft but I am a nervous wreck.

hi mummyhill..what happend?, did this person come to yours?
how are you feeling?

Luckily they stayed away. Although I am sure we will hear all about them and what they have to say about many issues when we see mil on Friday!!!

I am being naughty and increasing my thyroxine by 25mcg without telling gp. If this improves my moods etc then I shall fess up and see if they wil prescribe me the extra 25mcg/day. If it doesn't help I shall request to go back on the AD's for a bit.

be carefiul, i have weaned myself off tabs before, but not weaned up..you dont know what effect this could have as it may contribute to you low mood?..try and speak to doc over phone or ask receptio is they cana sk for you?

It's different with the thyroxine and the blood tests aren't an exact science for it. I have to take thyroxine for life. If my levels are low it can make me seriousley ill and if I stop taking it and leave it untreated long enough I would slip into a comma. I have been on 150mcg/day before and functioned really well. They lowered my dosage 6 months ago and I have slowly got worse.

i still think you should check first as you say differences in dose/stopping can cause serious probs

The worst that can happen is that my metabolism will speed up a bit. I know what to look out for and if I have an adverse reaction all I need to do is drop the dose again. I have had this condition for 15 years now and have had to prove the doctors wrong with regard to my dosages before now.

sorry mummyhill, just didnt wqnt you taking more than is safe, obviously you know what your doing with them

It's ok hun didn't mean to sound so offish it's just that I have been having a stressful time recently and need sleep whish someone would take the kids for a day so I could catch up iyswim.

no not at all, just meant what i said, you know yourself more than i do, just wanted to err on side of caution with tabs

Ta hun. Take care think I will go back to slinging bottles in the ocean on oceangram for a bit.

didnt realise how much i sounded like Aisleyne of BB then!..'know yourself'!!

Bless

Need to psych myself up to go into work tonight.

why are we waiting why are we waiting?

send some more bottles then....sitting on yer arse like who the feck are ya royalty? pfffft....

bmc x

patience is skill that needs to be learnt

ohh pooh anothe bmc one.

oops wanted to post this in chat on the bottle slinging thread.

Been up most of the night with a teething baby who is now sleeping well. DD is driving me nuts I need sleep but not going to get any especially as I am in work from 7 till midnight tonight and ds is tending to wake at 1 ish and not settle till 9am.