Will I ever learn to live my own life again :(

[felttippens]

Or have I gone forever?
I feel like I don't know how to be me anymore can any relate to that?
Don't even know what to say just know that I never imagine life would be so empty for me and wondering what the point is

Thankyou for responding
It's shit isn't it I'm a little better this week in that I can think about buying some food for the kids without panicking at the sheer pressure of it
But the thought if the multitasking treadmill that is my life is so scary

And everyone around me seems bored by my suffering :(

When you feel boring, you can hang out with your friends. And you can join some associations to enrich your life.