I'm constantly being told I'm a good mum and not to worry but I just don't believe it.
I only look after my little one in the mornings, evenings and at weekends. She goes to the childminder from 9-5pm.
She goes to the childminder because I was in hospital being treated for bi polar.
I feel like I can't 'cope' with little one for any more than a day, I strat getting anxious and I will become depressed again.
I've been advised to go back to work full time.
I feel like a terrible mum