I had my DD 10months ago. Perfect pregnancy, lovely water birth everything was great.
Then when she was three months I got puerpual psychosis was admitted to hospital and had a terrible time.
Came out of hospital and coped well until I got depression... Back to hospital.
Since coming out DD goes to childminders 9-5pm whilst I am going back on/off to work.
I feel I can't be a SAHM but feel miserable at work too
Generally feel down in the dumps about it all.
I was a really good mum until the illness and bi polar kicked in
I want to be a good mum again