Carrying on

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Ever though is it worth it, last 9 months have been hell on earth not all the time but a lot of the time. Really don't know how much longer I can carry on kids are grown so don't need me anymore. Feel so broken at the moment.

Are you happy to carry on chatting on here.You could pm me if you want to.but bear in mind my actual knowledge about this is non existent,but can hand hold.
Or do you think your new counsellor can guide you through it now.

Yes I am nothing's happening just now just playing a waiting game so to speak

Up to you

we'll carry on here then?
And that is what I think is likely to be hard.It would certainly be hard for me.I can wait and wait,but there comes a point when I have had enough of it.
Do you have the actual date?Dont say what it is on here.

Yes I do all in all will be nearly 18 weeks since he was charged when the PCMH takes place he was in court once before in that time.

I feel like saying,his behavior was abominable etc,But I am concious that he is your brother,so goodness knows how you feel in that respect.

He stopped being my brother years ago he's 'IT' the day he touched me he lost the right to be my brother.

How are you sleeping nowadays.
And 1 thing that is puzzling me about him being allowed to go abroad.Is he not seen by the authorities as a danger to young people?And in this country as well.Or is it a case of not being seen as a danger until he is convicted or pleaded guilty.

Apart from the odd night my sleep is the best it's been.

The only bail conditions are to stay away from ourselves and familes as he's 'innocent until proved guilty' if that even happens sucks. As a friend said he shouldn't be out on bail with the amount of charges, but if that had happened he would of had that knocked off as time served if or when he gets convicted.

Glad your sleeping is much better.
The criminal system in this country is too lax in my opinion.