when do you know things are that bad that you....

[gravity]

need to go against what you strongly disagree with and just in order to retain any sanity or some control over the constant overwhelming sadness and take anti depressants?

think shall go get broomstick and prop my chin up!!!

i am sitting here looking at my ds, he is gorgeous, he flashed me a big grin - god that boy will break some hearts (just like his father ) i know i will get there, my dd and ds ensure that.

having a weak week....... think it must be the constant dent i have on my forehead! from banging on the brickwall too much!!!!!!!

have a good friday night all!

thanks for your support! xxxxxx

ps - hope you feel better mrs m xxxx

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really crap to begin with but ended ok, i kept our business operating with the help of one of our close friend while dh had gone AWOL (not even a phone call) on a personal protection job.
he was apologetic when he got home, so he should have been but he explained what happened and it is part of the job...
how was your Saturday Carla?