too much to cope with, please can i give my life to someone else...

[misdee]

like that woman trying on shoes today looking like she didnt have a care in the world. (she probably did, but YKWIM) please.

One day...

way too much today. suspecions about dd2 confirmed, now gotta go the assessments and diagnosis route, way too much.

Oh b*gger! DIdn't realise that thread was yours too.

All that and some silly bint harping on about Santa and naughty children...

exactly, i was still a bit shocked at that point and she could've been going on about flying sheep for all i care. i am hoping i did put fags on my tesco order for tonight. i blinkin well need one.

Oh crap

(Was going to * it out, but felt the full word was necessary!)

just feel like i have been lower than this, and i know things will be ok, but tonight i just wanting to cry.

i asked peter if dd2 was different o other kids, he said yes, but not massivly so. i said that once assesments etc start i wont be able to get to him as much, he said the girls ALWAYS come first, he may be out by the time things start moving.

just feel numb.

oh misdee

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I don't know what to say misdee, but do want you to know that there's lots of people sending you good vibes.

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i must be owed some good stuff soon.