This feeling of wanting to claw your own face off....

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athrow things round the room and stab yourself with stupidly sharp things and run far far away will ease won't it?

Feel like i am going crazy :(

Can you say a bit more about your situation paperview, and maybe we can give a bit of help if we know a bit more.

You sound fairly desperate - please come back and tell us more and there are loads of people on MN who will offer whatever support they can.

It's just all a big mess, wouldn't know where to start or how to get it out.

Sorry for posting.

Don't be sorry for post paperview, just try if you can to tell us whatever you can manage, and there will be plenty of support for you. Take care and hope to hear from you again.

Reaching out is a first brave step Paper, like NanaNina says, please keep talking to MN, it can make a difference just to have someone 'virtually' hold your hand.

no its ok.

sorry x