I am tired of just exsisting......

[mumma2DHPS]

I am sorry but I have had enough, I am tired of just exsisting from day to day and not living life, I have had such a hard life from childhood and am so tired...honestly so tired of living, it exhausts me...I have a lovely dh&kids and I do love them so much but still I find life exhausting and hard work...I just feel like giving up

have you got someone you can talk to?

no have noone

I think that isolation makes things seem so much worse, could you maybe get your gp to refer you to a counsellor, you never know it may help to talk to someone impartial.

hi ya, I have had major counselling all my life and am sick of it honestly.....thanks tho.....I seem to make friends and then they dont want to know...same old....god so sorry I sound so sad dont I

When you have had bad patches in the past has there been anything that helped at all? What about dh is he supportive, can you talk to him? Never be sorry about the way you feel, it is valid and real.

thanks yawningmonster....yes dh knows all my past and troubles and he is a great help but I suffer so bad even he has trouble helping me sometimes although he does his best and is the greatest its hard still.

dont know if you are into it at all but it may help to write how you are feeling down just to externalise it iykwim, Im not being much help but please know that there are ppl out there that care how you are feeling and are willing to listen, maybe later today someone will come on that can help more than I can, will keep and eye on the post and bump for you if needed.

thanks so much yauningmonster...yep have tried writing things down in the past but does not work so much now........you say your not a great help you are just by talking to me so thanks for that okay and thanks for bumping later....thank you....

I am so sorry all for this thread...feeling so down and so sorry for threading...

bump for those who only search in active conversations.

yawningmonster - do you sleep at all?? just noticed the times on your postings
sorry to hear you are feeling down mumma2DHPS. The isolation and the feeling that after a while people don?t realy want to keep hearing the same old worries sounds very familiar - and normal
This is were mumsnet can be so great - there are loads of us out there who really really understand and empathise and are out here everyday, all times of day and night to listen and support you.
If you search the board you will see you are not alone xx

thanks basketcase for your supportive message and to yawningmonster