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Today I lost my beautiful angel

140 replies

LoudPlumDog · 06/11/2024 13:58

Forever 21, sleep well my beautiful angel.

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vegaspot · 06/11/2024 15:42

Am so sorry, I cannot imagine the devastation you and your family are going through.I send you my sincere condolences, fly high Ella , such a beautiful name. Xx

saraclara · 06/11/2024 15:43

I am so sorry to hear this, and can't imagine what you have been through since you found Ella. My heart goes out to you and the rest of the family as you try to come to terms with this.

Pinkyhere · 06/11/2024 15:44

Wishing you strength

Jom222 · 06/11/2024 15:45

I'm so very sorry you lost your beautiful daughter. 💕

Demonhunter · 06/11/2024 15:47

So very sorry for your loss.

Lean on anyone you need to, be by yourself whenever you need to, talk about her as much as you want to, she will always be in your heart, during your darkest days her memory and how much joy she gave you can pull you through.

Much love xxx

Helpimfalling · 06/11/2024 15:48

Sending so much love xxx

DebbyU · 06/11/2024 15:50

So very sorry x

netflixfan · 06/11/2024 15:52

Anorexia is a cruel illness, so very sorry for your loss. Please don't blame yourself it's an illness.

Rosiemaybe · 06/11/2024 15:54

So sorry to read this, 😢

YouOKHun · 06/11/2024 16:04

It sounds like you and Ella had the bond we would all hope to have with a daughter. I am so sorry for your loss and hope that you will have much love and support surrounding you. I will keep you in my thoughts. Sending you love.

dabdab · 06/11/2024 16:06

I hope you and your family can find your way to peace. I cannot imagine how beyond devastating this must be for you.

mum11970 · 06/11/2024 16:11

So very, very sorry for your loss

Sweepsthepillowclean · 06/11/2024 16:13

I am so very very sorry. I cannot imagine your pain.

Cheshireicecream · 06/11/2024 17:01

I am so sorry for your loss. Much love to you. This is such a cruel illness.

healthybychristmas · 06/11/2024 17:13

I'm so sorry. That's heartbreaking 💔

LightSpeeds · 06/11/2024 17:56

I'm so sorry. Thinking of you... xx

Penguintimes · 06/11/2024 18:06

I’m so sorry 💔

Shanghai101 · 08/11/2024 12:04

I am so sorry for your terrible loss. There are no words for a time like this. Thinking of you and your family and lighting a candle for your beautiful daughter

downwindofyou · 08/11/2024 14:42

Oh my heart hurts for you. I'm so sorry

LoudPlumDog · 10/11/2024 12:09

Thank you to each and every one of you for your support and kindness. Simple words go a very long way.

My daughter first became ill after cruel words were spoken to her.

Words are everything. If you can’t say anything nice, don’t say anything at all.

May Ella shine down on each and every one of us.

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Xenia · 10/11/2024 12:12

I am so very sorry. 21 is far too young. I have a psychiatrist sibling. He says anorexia is one of the hardest psychiatric conditions to treat despite doctors doing their very best. Sadly it has the highest death rate of any psychiatric illness. I hope you have people around supporting you, as losing a child is so awful. May Ella rest in peace.

Madferitchick · 10/11/2024 12:59

So very sorry, sending love 💞

Purpleavocado · 10/11/2024 13:12

So sorry for your loss 💐

IceSkates · 10/11/2024 13:25

So sorry, this is incredibly sad.

frockandcrocs · 10/11/2024 13:25

I'm so sorry, OP