Don't know how I feel about this baby

[babydilemma]

I've name changed for this.

I'm 8 weeks pregnant - unplanned and I haven't told my partner (or anyone else in RL). I'll be 42 at my due date. I have one child and I am not at all sure I want another, and I don't think my partner wants one either - though I suspect he could be persuaded if I really, really wanted another baby. But I think I need to know how I feel before I talk to him.

How do I find out how I feel? I feel uncharacteristically confused.

I felt like this when found out was pg with ds3 - spent ages trying to get head round it and coming to terms with having three - it wasn;t an easy pg by any means and tbh there were times when I wished it hadn't progessed which sounds horrible as I wouldn't change anything in the world now and have a beautiful, very precious little boy - but pg hormones are a nightmare to cope with and you need to discuss it with your dp and both talk about how you feel and what you want.

Good luck