Was told by the Consultant to go in at 8am. But my heart sank at the last appt. when the Registrar said to phone them before setting out, just to check. I knew I'd get put off and I have been. First it was "Ring again at 8" then it was "Oh I don't know why they told you that, we don't know any more now. Consultants won't even start Rounds in Special Care till 9. We'll ring you when there's news, just relax and have breakfast (!!!)" I have Gestational Diabetes - I'd had my bowl of glue porridge in preparation, and can't just pass the time eating cake.
Am insane with worry and desperate to just escape the house, as ILs are now here looking after DS and I just want to hide and be private.
Our first baby died as I was starting to go into labour. This is an excruciatingly nervous time. This baby has an issue (hence why we have to get Special Care's clearance to come in). They do know this, I just have to wait: it's the way it is and it's killing me.
Anyone bored enough to click on my thread and wait with me?