I have just found out that my ex fiance has died. I had the urge to Google his name and found the obituary.
We were in a relationship for for 3 years, we were so alike yet so different. We were in love, he had his own demons, demons he was fighting when I ended it. I ended things a few weeks after my dad died, I went downhill and fast when he died and I shut everyone off, including him. And I ended it, and ended it badly. I didn't realise he was sending me emails still, the last one in December 2018, and he died by suicide in April 2019.
I am absolutely crushed, one email could have saved him.