I miss my brother

[SwingingFromTheChanderlier]

I've had many different usernames on MN. Ive had a tough time in the last couple of years with my own little family but... We have ridden the storm and adversity.

I have struggled forever with the death of my big brother. He died aged 11 of the big C, I was 9. I always will struggle. The memories of his illness are awful to the point I can't remember the good. My young 9 year old self took so much...

I find it so hard to cope, I will never see my bestest bro again, we were so close. Love him forever. Hurts so bad. I'm a big 40 year old now!

The tears are flowing! How do we cope? I suppose I have, but so so painful.

I'm so sorry for your loss, swing

My 9yo adores her 13yr old brother and I know she'd be devastated if anything happened to him.

I have no idea what to say to help you, but just want to let you know I'm thinking of you.

I'm so sorry for your loss.

Are you sleeping alright? I found I could go on after my sister died, but my sleep has never been the same.

We're going to move this topic over to our Bereavement topic so you can get some more support, Swinging.

We're so very sorry for the loss of your brother, it sounds like he was a lovely one.