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Remembering Freya.

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amyjade · 15/04/2006 18:52

Tommorrow it will a year since my beautiful 19 month old daughter lost her life to Pneumococcal meningitis.
I really don't know how i have survived this far without her. She was my whole world and the child i'd always dreamed of.
How am i supposed to live the rest of my life without her?
They say time is a healer but i don't believe it.
I feel as much pain in my heart now as the moment she left us.

FOR FREYA

Our hearts are filled with memories
The sound of laughter's ring
You've moved on to your final rest
A place where angels sing

A land where flowers never fade
Where little children play
They say true love will never die
We'll meet again some day.

We little knew that day,
God was going to call your name,
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we do the same.

It broke our hearts to lose you,
You did not go alone.
For part of us went with you
The day God called you home.

You left us beautiful memories,
Your love is still our guide,
And though we cannot see you,
You are always at our side.

Our family chain is broken,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.


Mummy loves you with every inch of her heart baby girl.xxxxxxxxxxx

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binker · 16/04/2006 15:44

sending love to you and Freya - I'm sure she is with you all the time

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izzybiz · 16/04/2006 16:09

The most gentle, sweet, beautiful, soft and squidgy, little girl i ever knew, i had the honour of being her Aunty, and having her as part of my life, if only for a while in person, forever in my heart.

We will always love and cherish her, she will be part of all we do, always.

Love you forever special girl in the sky.
Aunty Em, Uncle Chas, Toby and Zizzy.xxxx

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amyjade · 17/04/2006 09:23

Thankyou all so much.xx

We had a peaceful day yesterday just myself, Dp and Dd2. We visited Freya's grave a few times, it looked so pretty with all her flowers and gifts. We also took a walk around the beautiful grounds of Naomi house(the childrens hospice where she died) i feel very close to her there.

I miss her so very much, everyday without her is hard these anniversarys,birthdays etc are just another day full of sadness that my little girl is gone.

All the messages are lovely but one really made me cry and truly touched me, Thanks Rhubarb.

'She will never be forgotten, she touched your lives and the lives of those who knew her, she left her mark on you all and changed you in some way. That was her purpose, to change you, to touch you. She lives on in this way. Let her presence with you be a positive one, live for her and do things for her so that her memory may extend further.'

Her memory will always be with me, my aim in life is to keep her memory alive, she will always be with me.

Forever in my heart, precious little Freya xxxxx

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LadySherlockofLGJ · 17/04/2006 09:34

OH God now I am crying again, I am glad you got through the day. I was thinking of you.

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2Happy · 17/04/2006 09:43

Sad amyjade
Much love to you, dp and Libby

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expatinscotland · 17/04/2006 09:46

Sad

Amyjade, Libby and your DH, I hope you all find peace.

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Tutter · 17/04/2006 10:09

Sad struggling to find words. have only seen your post today. i hope you have many more peaceful days ahead. thinking of you and your girls xx

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