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Bereavement

Remembering Freya.

57 replies

amyjade · 15/04/2006 18:52

Tommorrow it will a year since my beautiful 19 month old daughter lost her life to Pneumococcal meningitis.
I really don't know how i have survived this far without her. She was my whole world and the child i'd always dreamed of.
How am i supposed to live the rest of my life without her?
They say time is a healer but i don't believe it.
I feel as much pain in my heart now as the moment she left us.

FOR FREYA

Our hearts are filled with memories
The sound of laughter's ring
You've moved on to your final rest
A place where angels sing

A land where flowers never fade
Where little children play
They say true love will never die
We'll meet again some day.

We little knew that day,
God was going to call your name,
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we do the same.

It broke our hearts to lose you,
You did not go alone.
For part of us went with you
The day God called you home.

You left us beautiful memories,
Your love is still our guide,
And though we cannot see you,
You are always at our side.

Our family chain is broken,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.

Mummy loves you with every inch of her heart baby girl.xxxxxxxxxxx

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LadyTophamHatt · 15/04/2006 21:24

It feels rude of me to read your post and not say something in return but I just don't know what to say......

My heart breaks for you too amyjade, I'll be thinking of you tomorrow.
xxxx

bubble99 · 15/04/2006 21:26

Same here, LTH. I don't know what to say but can't pass by without posting. XXXXXXX

CaptainCavemansMummy · 15/04/2006 21:28

It breaks my heart to read your post, so I have no idea how it feels for you and your family.
I will say a prayer for you all in church tomorrow.
x

Socci · 15/04/2006 21:35

Thinking of you all xx

alittlebitshy · 15/04/2006 21:39

:( thinking of you tomorrow - sitting here crying.

Look after yourself (((amyjade)))

Frizbe · 15/04/2006 21:40

{{{Hugs}}} so sorry x

CarlyP · 15/04/2006 21:43

a wonderful poem. thinking of you and your family.
cx

Jimjams · 15/04/2006 21:44

The pain will always be there Amyjade, but you will build the rest of your life around your grief.

I'll be thinking of you all tomorrow, I have a crystal that I hung up in ds1's sensory room when a friend's 2 year old ds died. I'll look at it tomorrow and remember Freya and think of you all.

xxxxxxx

Rhubarb · 15/04/2006 21:51

Freya is an absolutely beautiful name. She will never be forgotten, she touched your lives and the lives of those who knew her, she left her mark on you all and changed you in some way. That was her purpose, to change you, to touch you. She lives on in this way. Let her presence with you be a positive one, live for her and do things for her so that her memory may extend further.

My heart goes out to you.

homemama · 15/04/2006 21:51

I hope you can take some comfort from the fact that you are other grieving mothers have campaigned so successfully for the prevenar vaccine that many other families may now avoid such heartache. x

welshboris · 15/04/2006 22:01

Thinking of you, and your precicous daughter x x

mixedemotions123 · 16/04/2006 07:58

thinking of you amyjade, and your precious little girl. x

Miaou · 16/04/2006 08:16

Amyjade - you are often in my thoughts, but especially just now. Take care. I will be thinking of you and Freya today.

Gillian76 · 16/04/2006 08:31

:( Anyjade. My niece is called Freya so your story always strikes a chord with me. Will pray for you at church today. Wishing you peace xxx

tangerinecath · 16/04/2006 09:26

Amyjade, I will be thinking of you and your family today .

hulababy · 16/04/2006 10:24

Thinking of you :(

Greensleeves · 16/04/2006 10:28

I've lit a candle for you amyjade. I hope you find some comfort today. xxx

jofeb04 · 16/04/2006 12:14

:(

Thinking of you, and all of your family.

yummimummy · 16/04/2006 13:00

Thinking about you AmyJade.
I can only try to imagine the pain you must be going through.
I hope you find peace.

niceglasses · 16/04/2006 13:02

Many thoughts here to AmyJade. Lots of love for you.

Seashells · 16/04/2006 13:22

Think of you often and my thoughts are with you today, I can't even begin to imagine your heartache.

donnie · 16/04/2006 13:32

God bless
xxxxxxxxx

PutAPeachyInYourSimnelCake · 16/04/2006 13:35

I am sure she's safe somewhere, watching over you.

Hugs and love to you all XXXXX

merrymum · 16/04/2006 14:39

my thoughts are with you amyjade and your family too. my mum lost her daughter age 3 to leaukimia (sp?) many yers ago and although it is still hard and she will never forget her, time has been a healer, i cannot begin to imagine how it must feel but i hope that for you too time will help, although right now you probably feel that it will never get easier. i really hope that you are ok and i will be thinking of you today.
a beautiful poem for a beautiful little girl, freya and abbey peace to you both xxxxxxx

Cristina7 · 16/04/2006 15:19

Thinking of you. Your pain is still so strong, as is your love for Freya.

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