I feel disgusting even writing the title.
bit of information, my partner works away during the week and is currently on exercise for two, it’s just me and the baby during the week and his sleep has been horrendous. He’s 6 months and waking like a new born again, I know they have sleep regressions etc but I’m really struggling. I wasn’t even sure wether to write this because I am so so ashamed of myself and it makes me want to cry.. the other night at 3am he was crying for a bottle and I was making it up and he just wouldn’t stop crying.. I walked over put the bib around him and pulled on it and said is this what you want, he cried even more I then pushed the bottle really hard into his mouth when I was ready to feed him . I’m so disgusted with myself and I’m not really sure if this is postpartum depression or just me being a god right awful
person. Has anyone experienced anything like this? Although I’m not expecting anyone to have done anything so awful. A few things have happened like this and I’m starting to scare myself