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Upset friend I am gutted.

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Highfivemum · Yesterday 19:57

A bit of advice please as beginning to doubt myself. I have no relationship with any family except my DB. complicated and very hard childhood but me and DB are happy now and both in a good place. However we were contacted by a family member a few years ago. ( who we didn’t known but had done an online DNA test ). We both choose to ignore this person. Too much has happened and too many awful memories to even think about. We are both happy with our choice. However my friend who I would consider my best friend has started discussing our choices with her new partner. No idea why but he is very vocal and Opinionated in my mind and he has convinced her that we are wrong to dismiss a new family member. This has escalated to it becoming our only conversation and this morning I told her if she didn’t drop it she can’t forget our friendship. She has taken it hard. I feel awful. We have been friends for 15 years and it hurts so much. But my childhood was truly traumatic and she is just bringing it all up again. My DB agreed with me as she also was going on at him to. But was I being unreasonable

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Jamlighter · Yesterday 21:40

Not all friendships have to last forever. A true friend woudl not discuss your history with somone else and would leave it alone when you asked. You need to protect yourself and your mental health - you and DB have done so well. Sadly you may just have to let this fade away.

MarthaBeach · Yesterday 21:47

Why on earth does that arsehole boyfriend think his opinion is worth anything to anyone? It's absolutely100% none of his business to have an opinion on your personal life, let alone to spout off about it to your friend. And she should never have repeated his worthless opinion to you, even once, let alone going on about it when it's clearly distressing you.
It's lovely that you and your brother are close. I wish you all the best.

outerspacepotato · Yesterday 21:49

You've set boundaries with her about talking about the relative and under the influence of her new bf, it's all she wants to talk about.

She wants to steal your very hard earned peace to reinforce her bf's views. You need to take a break from her because she's not listening to you or considering what you need here, which is for her to drop this. It's frankly none of her fucking business to bring it up over and over and it sure the hell isn't her bf's business.

There's some things that are better left back in the past. She's lucky she hasn't learned that the hard way. You have and it's not worth it to have her dredging up things you want to leave behind.

Take time away from her. You can't have her poking at your sore spots, now or ever.

PollyBell · Yesterday 21:49

malware · Yesterday 21:35

I think just text her and say:

I am sorry we argued. I was upset. You were upset. But I do still want to be friends. Can we just put it behind us and move on? x x x

This but make it clear moving on means the subject os closed but be prepared what you tell her he will know

And that part is wrong i think

Namechangewegovyjune26 · Yesterday 21:51

Highfivemum · Yesterday 20:59

Thank you for your kind comments. I probably feel bad as she reacted badly which reply gutted me as a love her friendship. I have struggled making friends and now feel very alone although I know I have my DH and DB. DB just said if I hadn’t have said something then he would have done.

Don’t feel bad, she should!

Why the fuck does her partner even care?! What a pair of absolute weirdoes.

Namechangewegovyjune26 · Yesterday 21:54

I would text and say:

“I’m sorry our last meet up ended up with an argument, I love you and don’t want to argue. But I don’t know how else I can get you and <partner> to lay off me about this issue, I’ve asked you many times and as you know, it really upsets me. Please can we move on and agree that you will not mention anything about my personal issues again, let’s put it to rest now.”

Whoddathoughtit · Yesterday 22:03

Highfivemum · Yesterday 20:59

Thank you for your kind comments. I probably feel bad as she reacted badly which reply gutted me as a love her friendship. I have struggled making friends and now feel very alone although I know I have my DH and DB. DB just said if I hadn’t have said something then he would have done.

Sounds like this friendship is really important to you and your friend has made a mistake.
id say if the relationship between you guys was generally good before then you could consider mending the tear in the grounds that she must understand and respect your boundaries around this. You don’t owe her any details about your past and the trauma simply that she must know she made misjudgment and as such you feel let down. You don’t have to do all the leg work, it will be telling to see how she responds if you do want to discuss a way forward.
i hope you’re being kind to yourself OP, childhood trauma leaves us with difficulties around relationships in our lives, I guess that this is hard for you xx

Dontbeme · Yesterday 22:07

I'm a survivor of CSA by a family member and the hardest lesson I've learned is that there are people in my life now, who I love dearly, but can never trust to disclose my past to.

I learned that lesson in my early twenties when I told a "friend" about my past and she wouldn't leave it, lots of insisting my ptsd and depression would be cured by reuniting with family, the same family that turned a blind eye when I was being abused. Some people are just to thick to be stupid. This woman owes you and your DB an apology and her bloke needs to do one.

Grumpyoldcat · Yesterday 22:08

Probably not a good idea to lose an otherwise good, long standing friend. You just need to be really firm and say no more on this topic.

BeUmberMember · Yesterday 22:22

Aww so sorry that you have lost a close friend due to her not accepting that you did not want contact with someone who may share your DNA. One of my hobbies is my family tree but I will not agree to give my DNA as really don't want randoms making contact regardless of their assumed relationship with me. Regardless of our linked blood relationship they could be anyone, so I really don't want them in my life. We can choose our friends but not our families. So as you have shared a positive friendship with this lady for several years, personally I would arrange to meet her again face to face and explain how hurt you have been about her comments and pressure and suggest you wipe the slate clean and continue as before. Good friends are hard to come by, and I am sure she will not want to lose you. I do not see that mentioning this information to her partner was a breach of confidentiality unless you had told her not to tell anyone, it is general conversation between couples. Just unfortunate her partner influenced her into putting pressure on you to meet up with them.

Partingofthewaves · Yesterday 22:52

Highfivemum · Yesterday 21:10

Stupid mistake when we were younger. Totally regret it

Have you removed your details from the site? You have a right to do that if you want.

andfinallyhereweare · Yesterday 22:55

@Highfivemum no she upset you.

Dweetfidilove · Yesterday 22:58

Of course she's upset that you called her on her dreadful behaviour. She's not only using your private and traumatic business to prop up her relationship, she also expects you'll be influenced by her dickhead's wisdom 😞.
She's not currently a good friend.

PrettyPickle · Yesterday 22:58

@Highfivemum You weren’t being unreasonable. In fact, your reaction makes complete sense once you look at the dynamics clearly and without guilt. The core issue isn’t the DNA relative - it’s your friend repeatedly crossing a boundary you’ve already explained and being, well, insensitive.

You and your DB made a thoughtful, mutual decision based on lived experience, trauma, and what protects your wellbeing. That’s not up for public debate, and certainly not for your friend’s new partner, a stranger to your history - to weigh in on as if he has authority.

Your friend didn’t just mention it. She discussed your private trauma with her partner, allowed him to judge your choices, adopted his opinion as if it overrides your own, repeatedly pushed the topic after you said no, made it the only conversation she wanted to have ignoring the emotional impact on you and in doing so ignored your DB’s boundaries too. That’s not support. That’s pressure.
You didn’t end the friendship - you set a boundary. You didn’t say “we’re done.” You said “drop this topic or the friendship can’t continue.”

That’s a perfectly reasonable line when someone keeps dragging you back into trauma you’ve chosen to leave behind. She took it hard because she didn’t expect consequences. But consequences don’t mean cruelty, they mean you’re protecting yourself. Your childhood trauma is not a debate topic. People who haven’t lived through it often underestimate how destabilising it is when someone keeps poking at old wounds “for your own good.” You’re not doubting yourself because you did something wrong - you’re doubting yourself because you’re used to managing other people’s reactions. That’s a trauma response, not a sign you misjudged the situation.

Your DB agreeing with you is important. He lived the same childhood. He understands the stakes. He sees the same pattern. That’s a strong indicator your boundary is reasonable.

What you did was proportionate, protective, and necessary. A 15‑year friendship is meaningful, but it doesn’t give someone the right to override your autonomy or drag you into pain you’ve chosen to leave behind. If she wants the friendship to continue, she simply needs to respect your boundary. That’s not a big ask.

If she is willing to respect your boundary, repairing things is absolutely possible, and it doesn’t require you to reopen trauma or justify anything. The key is to shift the friendship back onto safe, neutral ground while calmly resetting expectations.

You could message her and say something like

“I care about our friendship and I don’t want this to come between us. I reacted strongly because the topic is genuinely painful for me and my DB and I haven't shared everything with you as its too difficult. I can’t talk about my family or the DNA relative. It’s not something I can revisit, and I need you to trust that. When the topic keeps coming up, it drags me back into things I’ve worked hard to move past. That’s why I reacted the way I did. I have told you before I don't want to discuss it but you keep bringing it up. If we can leave that topic behind, I’d really like us to get back to normal. I miss talking about everything else. If it comes up again, I’ll need to step back, but I hope we won’t get to that point.

Then move the conversation to something normal like how her week has been or something you normally chat about.

BerryTwister · Yesterday 22:59

I’m sure this is fixable OP.

Your friend was out of line and should mind her own business, but in her defence, although she saw how upset you were by the genetic contact , she doesn’t know the full story. Your comment to her was harsh, but in your defence, you have clearly had a very traumatic past, which affects how your react to being reminded of it.

I think you should contact her, tell her you really value her friendship, and you’re sorry you upset her, but that when it comes to family issues she just has to trust you that it’s a subject to avoid.

MsAmerica · Yesterday 23:03

Seems to me you were unreasonable on more than one point.
Seems unreasonable to have ignored an inquiry from someone who was innocent of any family wrong-doing.
Seems unreasonable for you to have threatened to end the friendship over this one tussle of opinion.
And although I can't tell from your post, because your writing isn't clear, I get the feeling that you didn't elaborate to your friend, and that even though you felt "awful," you did nothing to patch things up.

SoBoredOfSelfDoubtHowToGetOut · Yesterday 23:07

Very very odd the new partner has an opinion on this.

It’s absolutely none of his business.

I hope your friend got the message.

HylianShroom · Yesterday 23:21

It is okay to upset someone if they’ve been out of line, as this so-called friend has been. You don’t need to feel guilty or feel responsible for their feelings. They caused this, and their hurt feelings are a consequence of their own actions. You haven’t done anything wrong by asserting your own boundaries. Good friends are respectful, and this person has not shown you respect. If they are upset, that’s their own fault. You are not responsible for keeping everyone else happy.

Sxwer · Yesterday 23:24

I'm so sorry but she really isn't a nice person.
A good person wouldn't dream of doing this.
Mind yourself.

Brandyb · Yesterday 23:27

Highfivemum · Yesterday 20:48

Yes you’re right. That’s what hurts most and yet I feel bad for saying what I said

Sometimes being really frank and honest with a friend is really painful and uncomfortable.

Actually I did it with my brother recently, he upset me and I complained and then he really escalated it, and accused me of really unfair stuff, and I cried (not that usual for me since being an adult!), I was hurt and offended. But ultimately it was dealt with - we then discussed it and talked it out, at least enough to allow us to put it behind us. We expressed it and got it out.

You can't live with this situation without at least a frank exchange of views and red lines put down. Then you see if she respects them. My brother does more or less and has improved but tbh he's a work in progress. I suppose it's partly how much you value this friendship otherwise, how much they value you, and whether you think s/he will hear you. If it goes on, you're going to have to distance yourself until s/he comes to her senses.

HylianShroom · Yesterday 23:29

MsAmerica · Yesterday 23:03

Seems to me you were unreasonable on more than one point.
Seems unreasonable to have ignored an inquiry from someone who was innocent of any family wrong-doing.
Seems unreasonable for you to have threatened to end the friendship over this one tussle of opinion.
And although I can't tell from your post, because your writing isn't clear, I get the feeling that you didn't elaborate to your friend, and that even though you felt "awful," you did nothing to patch things up.

Hard disagree on all of that!

They didn’t fall out over a ‘tussle of opinion’ like it was ‘do you prefer dogs or cats?’. The friend has repeatedly shown total disregard for OP’s requests, has shared private info with her partner and is now using emotional manipulation to absolve herself of any wrong-doing. That is not a tussle of opinion.

OP doesn’t owe anyone her time or presence.

Ohnobackagain · Yesterday 23:32

@Highfivemum could her partner be jealous of your friendship and secretly be trying to divide you/stop her being friends with you?

To be clear, you absolutely don’t have to explore this new distant relationship … 100% your choice.

MsAmerica · Yesterday 23:34

HylianShroom · Yesterday 23:29

Hard disagree on all of that!

They didn’t fall out over a ‘tussle of opinion’ like it was ‘do you prefer dogs or cats?’. The friend has repeatedly shown total disregard for OP’s requests, has shared private info with her partner and is now using emotional manipulation to absolve herself of any wrong-doing. That is not a tussle of opinion.

OP doesn’t owe anyone her time or presence.

Sorry, but I disagree. Of course it's a tussle of opinion; it's certainly not a tussle of facts. And it's on only one isolated subject.

Of course you're right that the OP owes her nothing. But I value friendships, and I'd think twice about ending one, especially as the OP says she feels awful.

BibbityBoppityTwo · Yesterday 23:41

Anyone with an understanding of trauma would know how unreasonable it is to push this. If she doesn’t understand it is unwilling to try, there is nothing you can do. It’s very sad, but some people are really terrible at putting themselves in the position of people whose experiences they don’t understand. She is out of order and you do not need to feel bad.

Noelle101 · Today 00:24

What the hell???

none of her business