Termination. Need a handhold.

[Dandy0911]

TW: termination

Didn't know what title to put this under so put under AIBU for traffic. Sorry if it's in the wrong place.

I'm having a termination next week due to medical reasons on my part. My old thread is below to read if anybody wants to.

www.mumsnet.com/Talk/conception/4301699-am-i-going-mad-can-anybody-see-lines-on-these

I can't stop crying. I'm heartbroken. I have such an emotional attachment to this little being already. It's not a bunch of cells to me, it's my baby and I just can't stop crying. How am I going to be able to take those pills next week.

I'm broken and could do with a little hand hold.

Thank you everyone :(

Sending big hugs your way.

Hope you are not feeling too rough. Take it super easy and let your body (and head and heart) work through it all.

Netflix and DD cuddles sounds not too shabby way of resting :) x

Just read your threads. What a terrible ordeal for you. I’m very sad to hear you miscarried.

I hope that you come up with a plan for contraception because you’re right you can’t do this again. Wishing you all the best x

@Frazzled2207

I have an appointment with my GP to discuss contraception on Friday.
Never thought I'd have to do that but it's so necessary now. It's the right thing to do x

I can't offer any advice but am sending love OP, you sound like such a strong, amazing woman and what a role model for your daughter. I'm so pleased you have such wonderful support from your DH too. Best wishes for your family x

How are you doing @Dandy0911?
Hope you have all recovered x

Bless you, you've had such a difficult time, hope you're starting to feel better.

Reading the thread about the poster feeling she's been cheated because she didn't get a professional newborn shot, and then reading both your threads has left me thinking that we've really got it wrong and it is such a pity we have to suffer as you have to appreciate what we do have.

I'm really sorry for what you've been through, fate is really testing you. Another battle to get through but you will make it and move on focusing on the positives just as you have done so far. You sound like an amazing person. Your DD is very lucky to have you as her mum.