Its my birthday today and its been crap so far.Dh has just got in late from work (3am). He has an important meeting tmw so can't take anytime off. We've had a row, now he's sleeping on the coach. I have no childcare tmw & he says he has no money to buy me anything but can afford a cheap meal out. Everybody's away & it's raining. I want to do something self indulgent for my birthday but I can't. Feeling sorry for myself but hopefully I'll get over if by the morning.