I've had an awful lot of stress on past few weeks and have been reliant on alcohol. Currently have a screwdriver.
I got screamed at so much about prostitutes and being ugly recently as I cut my hair and got pushed down the stairs and have been in A&E. Missed out on a project I really wanted as I didn't check emails for 3 days. Someone on the run gave my address so police round looking for him all the time.
Family issues as well and really worried about a friend.
So I need to come down from alcohol, I was given 2 weeks valium from doc so I guess I could start those and go for walks and brace it out?
I did want to NC but then thought no point :)