Hello, I need help

[rusmum]

I have always drank, for fun, clubbing etc.. Since having dd2 I started drinking at home. She is now 6 and I now drink 6 bottles of desperado and a bottle of wine every night. It is ruining my health and my bank balance. Prob other things too... I don't know where to start, each day I say I won't, but do xx

You recognise you have a problem and you want to change. That's a huge start.

Have you tried ringing the Alcoholics Anonymous helpline ?
0845 769 7555

They were amazing for my family.

I just wanted to say bloody good for you for posting - I admire you for facing up to it, although I know there is probably a rocky road ahead. There is a thread on here for others facing up to this - I will try to link to it. But I am trying to beam goodwill and support your way.

You have taken a significant step -- keep reading, connecting and enegaing online and in RL (AA?) - and you will get there...CONGRATULATIONS

Here is one MN link

www.mumsnet.com/Talk/relationships/2306651-The-Brave-Babes-Battle-Bus-The-Wheels-On-This-Bus-Go-Around-And-Around-In-Search-Of-Sobriety

You are not alone! Check out my blog at www.mummywasasecretdrinker.blogspot.com X