Evening, OP.
It sounds like you're getting some brilliant help, but just in case anyone is reading who hasn't yet 'got into the system' we just wanted to post a few links to help here to our Mental Health resources. You can also go to the Samaritans website or email them on [email protected].
It's very kind of you to answer questions here but we would completely understand if you decide at some point that it's not in your best interests. Should that be the case, just drop us a line or report one of your posts and we can take the thread straight down. We're sure everyone will understand.
We hope you make a good recovery anyway and that you and your baby are home soon.