What would you do in this situation?
I am starting to worry there isn't a way out of it and would really appreciate an outside prospective/opinion on things.
I started a new job at the beginning of May, All was generally ok to begin with although there wasn't really any onboarding or training, very much thrown in at the deep end although not for the first time, My line manager was very blase/unclear about pretty much everything and so I tried my best to muddle through,
I was on a three-month probation period, throughout this period of time I didn't have any objectives or goals set for example, There was no 4,8,12-week review/sign off, We just had weekly general catch ups around what was happening that week,
To cut a long story short, A few weeks before my probation was due to end my line manager mentioned it was coming up, and that he was happy with my performance overall and that I'd passed, so I thought that was that...
A few weeks later he pulled me to one side and out of the blue told me my probation was now being extended by three months, I was obviously a bit confused/taken aback by this as it was a completely different conversation to a few weeks before,
Fast forward a few weeks later and the company announce they are restructuring and making redundancies with both my team members and line manager being impacted and they all left within a week, I was told my role wasn't at risk, however I am still in limbo not really knowing what's going on, and if I'm honest, I am really struggling/sinking suddenly trying to pick up three people's workload and inboxes when I was only just about surviving before,
It's a small-ish business however is part of a much bigger group but there is only one person in HR and they don't really seem to do things by the book, so trying to speak to her or get some clarity doesn't feel like it will get me anywhere either.
I am applying and interviewing for other roles where I can, but I am so worried and stressed by the current situation that I'm not really eating, sleeping, grinding my teeth and constantly dripping in sweat, I am the breadwinner and don't have savings/family to fall back on so feeling in despair about how to survive this.