I work for a large organisation. Tomorrow I will find out if my job is at risk as part of a big restructure. I've been there for 18 years so this isn't my first rodeo and usually embrace the change but this one feels different and I am really worried about either losing my job, or it being changed into something I don't want to do. I would get a decent pay out if I am made redundant but what I do is very niche and it won't be easy to find an equivalent role, and I currently get alot of flexibility due to a chronic health condition and doubt I will find another role which supports me in the same way. Ive worked so hard to get to where I am and scared about starting over if it comes to it.
No point to this post really other than getting it out my head and maybe a hand hold if the news is bad 😞