A bit of a ramble, apologies in advance.
I returned to work 3 days a week after maternity leave but now my child has started nursery I’ve increased to 4 days but still struggle financially. I love the days off I have with my child but we don’t go on days out only to parks or farms and I feel so guilty. I know I need to work full time so I have been looking and applying, I could increase my hours at work however the pay isn’t great (NHS admin) The part I’m struggling with is school holidays, my child’s nursery is term time only and I don’t want to be struggling during half term for someone to watch them. Currently when not at nursery family share childcare (2days)but I can’t expect them to provide it all week when not at nursery. Do some childminders provide care on school holidays only? I’m also concerned the extra ill be earning will be spent on childcare so financially not really any better off.
Any advice is appreciated.