I am going crazy, I earn decent money, work hard but I am seriously thinking of packing it all in next year after baby no 2 arrives. The thing is I am always rushing and feel I am really missing out on DS ( who is 18mths) & growig up to quickly. I hated when DS started nursery ( tears!!) & not sure I could go through all this again with the second one.My friends/family think the idea is crazy....what if I cant get a job after the kids are school................anyone made the leap & have a happy story to tell????????