Mermaids have published a 'Trans Youth Manifesto'.
https://mermaidsuk.org.uk/transyouthmanifesto/
It includes pieces of writing from young people describing 'trans utopia'.
One of these describes blood, poison, and 'martyrs'.
Another: 'the scars that cross your chest would be regarded as the most beautiful and the ones across your arms would be proof of your resilience and strength. You would be worshiped [sic]'