Yesterday, just as I was about to get into the shower I found a lump. It feels like two very small hard lumps close together. On the edge of my right breast near my armpit. It feels quite fixed which I know all these things aren’t a good sign. I have private healthcare through work and so managed to get a GP appointment this morning and have an urgent referral. I’m waiting on my insurance to approve so I can arrange an appointment.
Im terrified. Im 33 and I have a 4 year old and a 2 year old who is still breastfeeding. I’m not feeling very optimistic, these lumps don’t feel like anything I’ve felt before. What if they’ve been there for ages and I haven’t noticed? Although I do regularly check but have I checked that far to my armpit recently?
I’m not looking for reassurance because it is what it is I can’t change that but I just want somewhere to put my thoughts because I feel like crying and I’m at work. Just a handhold. I haven’t told anyone about this in real life.