So 2 years after giving birth I finally booked an appointment on may 10th to be looked at. I’m very nervous. I had a stage 1 tear and 1 stitch and everything seemed to heal so well. But now we can only have sex in one position without excruciating pain.
I’m terrified of surgery. In my mind I worry about what if it will make things worse?
Probably does not help that my husband is well endowed and needs XL magnum condoms.
I’m not really sure why I made this post. It’s just really on my mind and I feel like I can’t really talk about it with anyone in real life for obvious reasons.
There’s also the fact that we have hopes to have one or more more later down the line but not any time soon because of life circumstances. So part of me wonders if this will all be a huge waste of time and I’ll need it again later. 😂😅
Can anyone share some positive stories to help put my mind at ease?