the text message has arrived which i have been dreading. Its time to book my annual smear. my last 2 smears showed HPV with CIN1, no treatment. What the hell are they going to find this time ? could it have got worse ? Im presuming it will be smear then colposcopy again. Totally dreading it.
last time I told a friend about the colposcopy and she insisted on coming with me. I had already told my partner I wanted to go alone and he understandably was then peed that i went with her. I wont be telling anyone this time.
I dont know if i can cope with the news that may be coming