Very sensitive issue

[MamaOl]

I don’t really know how to begin but I was seeing someone for a while and something happened to me which I doubted myself on, and since speaking to multiple charities and helplines, have been told that I was raped. I am so sorry for posting this, if it affects anyone I’m sorry, I just feel completely alone and don’t know how to deal with this

I'm here OP

Thank you @mommybear1

Don't be sorry, you're allowed to talk

@bitchfromhell thank you, I just appreciate that other ladies on here may have been through a similar time and didnt want to trigger any past experiences. I’m just feeling completely lost, confused, my mind is a mess and I can’t focus on anything 😔 I forgot to pack my son’s pj’s and socks into his changing bag when he stayed overnight tonight at his grandparents so they had to go and get new ones. My focus should have been on that and I just can’t get it out of my head 😭

Grandparents buying loved grandchild new pair of pjs really isn’t worth worrying about.
You are important. You need the head space.
Have you spoken to anyone in real life?

@cantchooseaname I’ve told my best friend what’s happened and she gave me advice to wait and speak to my ISVA that’s due to see me. I’ve also got an appointment with Treetops, a SARC, on Thursday

Really struggling today 😭

Hey op, sorry to hear you're having a rough day. What would help you most on this thread? Do you want to talk about what happened, or we could just chit-chat nonsense? Tell me what you need x

I keep feeling like I need to understand fully what’s happened to me 😔 @LonnyVonnyWilsonFrickett

I'm sure you do lovely. Are you getting any support in real life?

@LonnyVonnyWilsonFrickett I have an appointment to go to a SARC on Thursday to talk through my options with them

That's really good. Perhaps it would help to write down what happened so it stays fresh in your mind - I don't mean on here necessarily, just on a bit of paper but of course you can use the thread too. Writing things down can help.

@LonnyVonnyWilsonFrickett that’s a good idea, thank you. I’m trying not to think too much about it but unfortunately my mind has other ideas 😔 and then I think that I’m sat here like this while he’s living his life 😔