Hi, long time user but changed name due to totally over sharing details about my Vagina!
I think I may have a prolapse, I also have (mildish) health anxiety and seem to have lost all sense of what's normal for my vag. I know we're all a bit different but I would love it if anyone is happy to say if they think anything I'm describing sounds normal or not!
I have contacted GP but no appointments, only an online thing where they get back to you in 48hrs!
I am mid 40s and definitely into peri-menopause- last period over 6 months ago. Have 2 kids, straightforward vaginal deliveries.
So last night I was masturbating but it felt a bit different- not able to go as deep as usual and maybe a bit fleshier. Also realised I can feel my cervix sitting around an inch into my vagina- am sure that's not normal for me... is it normal for anyone?? So then I had a look (standing) with a mirror and the opening to my vagina is blocked by a fleshy 'wall' so I can't actually see any hole- I can push past it but it does just sit there across the opening- sorry if I'm grossing anyone out! Realised I haven't actually looked at my vulva/vag in a mirror for Avery very long time and have no idea if that's normal either....,
Finally I have had quite a bit of on off period type cramping, but obvs no period and when I saw dr re menopause they said that's normal but now wondering if it may be to do with prolapse.
Now that I am being all hyper aware about it I feel like I feel a heaviness and full ness and pressure when I walk etc- but I know my anxiety can do that too.
Sorry, mammoth post but freaking out!