I have just read this for book club and defo need to discuss it but no idea where to even start!
It was a very different experience to other books I've read. I didn't especially like any of the characters, but the character of Natalie felt believable even though she was a strange caricature and seemed almost like an exaggerated version of the truth of someone like this. None of the other characters really made much sense to me at all.
OTOH I couldn't stop reading it and kept wanting to go back and find out more. I don't usually get that unless I really get into a character. I think it was the way that Natalie did seem real to me. I was really intrigued by her split kind of self between "online Natalie" and the real her. That was actually a bit uncomfortable because I recognised aspects of it in myself. I hope I'm nothing like her IRL but maybe there are bits of it which ring true? That was quite horrifying and perhaps is what kept me glued to it.
The twist didn't make a lot of sense. I kept thinking she was experiencing some kind of psychosis and actually she was living in her actual, modern day house with her real husband and children but she was hallucinating the rest. The missing 15 years didn't make sense - she woke up one day surprised, confused and terrified to be there, with no knowledge of how to live during that time period, but during the same timeline she had memories of Maeve's birth - was this supposed to be indicative of her skewed mental state ie sometimes she was blocking out the decision she'd made and sometimes she wasn't?
And I don't really understand the rationale of why they decided to do that as a response to the scandal either. I get that it was meant to be a sort of punishment, but that felt like a really odd choice almost like it was just like "Lol, religious people are crazy and illogical!"
But I did enjoy the experience of the book. I don't mind narratives which switch back and forth using flashback like this but I probably would read it through again to get more of a sense of what order everything happened in.