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I don't quite understand the final phone call with Javier. He said 'Oh Lydia, I would never hurt you' or something like that and she realised that her every triumph and deception was a nonsense because of course she would be dead if he wanted her dead.
So - huh? Was he not trying to kill her then?
And what did the note say, in the hotel at the start? I can't remember and I have it on audiobook so I can't flick back to check.
Was Javier trying to kill her and Luca, or not?