Fuck, I've become such a fat fucker.
Anyone else feel the same and want to try and do something about it.
The scales tell my that I am 11st 13.5lbs. That weight is huge for me, I am not very tall and now look proper fat and not just chubby 
I look and feel disgusting. No amount of telling myself that I look ok will work. I'm a fat mess. No getting away from it.
The new me started a diet this morning. Just going to eat much, much less and move a lot more.