Hello newcomers @SeasonalKitschand @GiveMeWordGamesand others. @MooBaggageWell done impressive walking ‘pleasantly knackered’ 😆! Great NSV @alltablenochairsand glad you had a size selection so could wear trousers that fit!@Jfw82and @InfoSecInTheCitywow! Inspiring stuff!
SW 136kg
CW 117kg (STS)
GW ? Realisation <80kg but seems unachievable.
Having a bit of a downer day today.
I’m sure it will pass and I will plod on but I just have so far to go! I know I still weigh more now than many of the starting weights of people in here. I really do try hard not to compare journey’s with others but think I didn’t really accept how big I was. Serious body dysmorphia probably not helped by hiding from mirrors and photographs.
When I joined this group I think I was aiming about 6-7 stone loss initially.
Having lost nearly 3stone now, I know I am healthier and my clothes are looser and I am a size down now for buying new clothes prob size 20 from size 22-24…. But it’s not made the difference I expected. I mean 3 stone is loads!! But 117kg (18stone 5lbs) is still very big, ok I am just out of morbid category now but BMI 39. Visiting my family haven’t mentioned my weight loss (which is fine as don’t want them too) but know they wouldn’t be able to help themselves if they had noticed it.
The weird thing is, I have had a confidence boost and following advice from others here, got into pictures this weekend. No pulling at my too tight tops and my jeans much looser I stood proudly front and centre for photos. Looking at them now, standing next to normal sized people, I am ofcourse much bigger than maybe my confidence had let me believe and embarrassed by my size or that I could have felt proud enough to stand so confidently.
I was reluctant to set a goal weight at first but I think maybe because saying 10stone too loose just felt overwhelming. It is! 😕 it is a whole ‘normal sized’ person.
I have subscribed on a plan, so on this MJ journey at least a year and 4 months in. Realising, it will be much longer and hoping it continues to work for me.
Maybe the lack of a gym visit this weekend, chocolate consumption paired with a STS weigh in and down feeling day after jab all adding up.
I really like this group so I am staying, but thinking I should look for a 10stone to loose group too to help with this enormous psychology effect of accepting 10stone to loose impact. Gosh, bigger people really do carry much bigger burdens than their big bodies 🙁
Wishing you all a happy Easter!