Just that really. Had a fantastic weekend event planned then covid came so had to cancel. Booked exactly the same wedding for the next year - then I got bowel cancer, I was honestly more upset about cancelling the wedding again than having cancer.
However, today we bought our wedding rings! This is the closest we've got to actually getting married!
We've completely changed the location and the vibe of the wedding but I think it will still be wonderful - it's much smaller now but still as bloody expensive!
I'm having a horrible nagging feeling that aliens are going to invade, or Godzilla will rise up on the morning of our wedding and it will be cancelled again!
I know it's unlikely, and I'm sure its really going to happen - I'm just a bit nervous, but we are so excited!
Wish me luck!