We are finally getting married a week on Saturday!
We've had to postpone 3 other dates due to the pandemic and us being in lockdown for each and every one of them, and I just can't get excited about the wedding because I am a bundle of anxiety waiting for this one to go wrong at the last second too.
It's nothing like the wedding we dreamed of or planned, there will only be us and some family, (numbers don't permit us to have all family there) and the whole thing will only take an hour, be outside and be masked and socially distanced but I've made peace with all that.
I don't know why I'm posting, lots of people have been in the same boat but I just really really really want it to go ahead this time 🤞