Just that really. I'm a bit
after all this time. I saw him looking at rings last night when I got out the bath and he closed the screen quickly.
DP's Dad died last year and his mum is poorly. We have 3 kids, are in our 40's, DP is registered disabled after a debilitating illness and we have no money 
I have no real idea how I feel after all this time. I think i'm a bit excited but we would never be able to afford it !!!
No point to this thread really just thought i'd stick it here where its quiet !