I am HOD in a fairly small school and the department is a bit of a mix of HOYs and assistant heads: no one is "just" an English teacher.
I teach 25 hours out of 30 a week. One of these is a scheduled meeting with a graduate teacher; the other is a meeting with my line manager. So really three free hours.
The biggest headache is that I have a tutor group. The kids are perfectly nice but we have things to do in tutor time that are really intricate and detailed, like putting on a play at Christmas time and organising charity events. I also have to interview the kids and record the outcomes of these interviews. It takes loads of time as have to take them out of lessons etc. If they are absent I also need to interview them.
Then I have two exam classes who are both 32 in size. I have both five times a week. Marking takes me forever.
I have two after school events and also meetings until 5 once a week.
I'm exhausted and I feel like I am doing a rubbish job. I've been told off twice today and both were about petty things but I don't know.
Am I being unreasonable here?