Thanks so much for your replies french, Welsh and Sauvingnon :)
I really appreciate your help so far! :)
I'm worried about going back to schools to apply for jobs there as I reigned from a teacher training course last year, and am quite nervous about returning to schools since leaving.
This is a bit of a thread derail
I'm sure a lot of how I felt was perhaps due to the management of the school that I was based in. It sounds weird to put it into words (especially considering that I wasn't at the school for very long!), but I did wonder for a while if I had something like post-traumatic stress disorder or something similar.
When I resigned, the relief of no longer working at the school was absolutely enormous, but I just couldn't bring myself to actually do anything or go anywhere for around four months or so after I resigned from the course - it was like a really deep depression.
The training scheme that I did before resigning wasn't Teach First, but was very similar and I've actually applied to the TF training scheme in the past as well. I absolutely agree 100% with the aims and ethos of TF and the place that I trained with, and think that the work that they do is fantastic. However, it can also come across as a bit culty - and it is, of course, very, very intense.
Last night, I actually wondered if it was worth reapplying to TF or the place where I originally did my training scheme in a moment of madness and I've realised that I would really love to be involved in the policy side of education rather than the school side (being involved in making decisions and initiatives that have a positive impact on children rather than being on the 'frontline' and delivering these initiatives as a teacher, if that makes sense).
I've been looking into roles at educational charities or social enterprises connected to education (e.g. charities set up by former Teach First participants), and the organisations Year Here and City Year, which both sound really interesting. Does anyone have any experience of either of these please?
I'm still of course really open to more ideas please :)
Thanks so much again!