I've lost both my parents and just wanted to be with my siblings , take some time off work and wait in limbo between the time of death and funeral.
I followed both hearses for a short drive of 20 minutes each but seemed an externality.
I really feel for the Royal Family grieving in public and working at same time.
Princess Anne has been tremendous, following her mother for 6 hrs. Sophie Wessex I think is just holding it together.
Whatever you think of the monarchy imagine being back at work within hours of losing a lived one and 'keeping it together'.