My lovely boy has just passed away, I'm guessing heart failure, he was in pretty good health 14 and 1/2 and all fine today.
Got home from work around 6, all normal but around 8.30 started breathing a bit heavy so kept an eye but although moving around and popping to the loo seemed restless, anyway he got worse and seemed to seize and now he's gone.
I did contemplate the vets but it's a long drive, he absolutely hates the car and vets and I know it would have stressed him out so much he more than likely would have passed on the way scared, rather than where he was at home with me by his side.
Got to get through work tomorrow, tell dd and get him to the vets as I don't have a garden although can't afford it really.
I still have my other boy, they weren't best buddies but tolerated each other so will see if this changes anything.
Don't think I'll sleep tonight 🥲