The vet put our darling cat to sleep yesterday morning. She was only 6, had a massive haemorrhagic episode and they couldn't save her. I have said goodby to previous pets with sadness but this has knocked me for 6, I am utterly bereft and full of rage, what ifs and sobbing. Please help me reconcile this feeling. She was the best cat in the world to me and I loved her so very dearly. I don't know what I am going to do with myself.