My kittens that i had to partially hand rear have all gone to their forever homes this week & i miss them a stupid amount, i keep crying & evverybody thinks i have lost the plot [hmm] , they have gone to brilliant homes and they are keeping me updated with pictures etc which is helping . My house feels so empty even though i have five adult cats , i miss them coming to me for cuddles and the way they all had their odd ways & brilliantt personalities [sad] . Like Tubsy would just sit and watch tv for hours and when he was tired he would sleep on my shoulder & his brother was mischevious and would insist on been rocked to sleep while having his paw held [grin] they have gone to the same home as they were so close and little smudge went to her home yesterday with seven other cats and two dogs [shock] . They all had cat flu for 4 weeks and all came out unscathed apart from one as she was too weak . I need help , 2 years ago i hated cats i coudlnt stand them and now im sitting here crying again [blush] [confused] Somebody please give me a kick up the arse