Had to say goodbye

[Pimpf]

Not long got back from the vets, had to take her in and let her go and she really wasn't well.

Sat here feeling like shit, I have so many things to do today but can't be arsed

So sorry, Pimpf.

I don't think I'd be much use if we lost our cat. Poor you. I'm so sorry.

Pretty horrible day.

Happened really quick, I was fussing her, she had the injection and went straight away, didn't know a thing about it but I want her back! She was annoying as hell for about a year now but I wish she was here annoying me now!

Kids are both sobbing, makes me feel terrible too and the house is empty

So sorry Pimpf

Going straight away would have been best for her. They leave a huge hole in your heart and your life though. We've most of us been there so you're not alone tonight.

Have you and the DCs made any plans about how to bury or remember her? That might help them and you both.

When we get her ashes back we will put in the garden in a nice sunny spot where she used to like to lay. Was also thinking about getting her picture on a cushion for the girls so they can still snuggle her or is that a bit too much?

Ask them and see how they feel. It may be right for them now and not later on, or right for you now and not later on or, or, or ........

You've got a nice picture of her though so that's good. You can do lots with that, if only to have it printed and framed or something.

Was going to print a photo off today but the bloody machines weren't working. Then saw a photo cushion and thought that'd be nice, just looked online and can't find them (boots) though I am physically and emotionally exhausted, I might just not be looking properly

If you have your heart set on one, just google 'photo cushion' - there are lots of options to think about.

You'll feel better tomorrow. The rawness takes a bit to ease - but it does eventually ease.