Taught in self- defence that if shouted 'FIRE" would urgently attract peoples attention - so hoping it HAS as need VERY swift advice. So apols for that but DO need advice urgently on distraction here....
Have had both a beautiful but poigniant day - DS2 Leavers Day after 5/6 years of brutal slog to get him there after he and his beautiful big brother were attacked.
Also struggling to even BE on here right now, partly as was trying be on here less (addictive MN
club memeber!), but also as s is an OP that is so close to home it beggars belief. I HAVE helped but now avoiding MN where can, but I too have PTSD and thead is a pretty lethal trigger (have helped where can, so haven't abandoned her, but simply can't 'see' it very often')
So, need a distraction - and NOW lovely MN'ers. SHOULD I GO FOR:*
i) Ladyboys new series on Sky LivingIt, OR;
ii) New season 10 opening episode of CSI NY on Fox?
And no, telly and sky+ NOT working so can't record - is via Sky on Mac only so only one choice...
VOTES PLEASE????
PS THIS is thread struggling with. I HAVE done a shop for OP, and wish could help more but simply can't. AS yep, still have - vile - active PTSD myself. But if you can help (her MN - yep, us bastard vipers
support has been phenomenal and clearly much needed) and can see it yourself without it damaging you, is here:
www.mumsnet.com/Talk/relationships/1754025-Help-I-need-help-Am-terrified-and-hate-asking-but-need-help-as-cannot-go-on-Shit-this-is-long-vomited-while-writing-it