Surrogacy with no kids?

[Sabsational]

Ok, hear me out.

I want to experience pregnancy and childbirth, but I am finally (after 20yrs of abusive relationships) in a loving, secure and healthy relationship. Problem is he doesn't want children.

After discussions with my therapist, I've decided it's not worth giving up such a good relationship to have a child with potentially someone who is not good for me.

So my thought to "scratch that itch" is to have a baby for someone else. I know surro agencies won't be interested because I don't have any of my own children, so are there any private forums I can find potential matches?

Thank you

Please don't do this. It could be catastrophic for your mental and physical health, not to mention the trauma for the tiny baby who will be removed from the only mother they want - you.

If your therapist is really encouraging this idea, you need a new therapist.