Cold turkey- help me when I'm tempted

[rainbowdash17]

I'm about to go cold turkey from cocaine.
It's time to! Definitely
My weak points are when I'm tempted to buy some (usually evenings)

Can I message on here when I'm tempted for a pep talk on why I shouldn't & reassurance that it's ok?
I think it would really help me

Do you reckon we can do this?

How are things today, spun?

Well actually I'm feeling a lot better, bleeding has slowed down an awful lot and cramping has stopped. Am still waiting for hospital to call with scan appointment though, so will give them a few more hours and chase it up. Just resting today, well resting as much as I can with a mental 2-year-old to look after! Thank you for your concern, I don't really have many people for support in my life, certainly no one who knew about the pregnancy anyway x

Look after yourself spun It's horrible waiting for news

Yes it was a bit a head fuck miscarrying a baby that I didn't even know I was pregnant with a year to the day pretty much since my world fell apart due a bereavement. I left my response to Laura at just one word and was proud that I resisted the temptation to get off our thread fuck off if she wasn't here to be supportive

Spun not sure where you live? A lot of hospitals in London have walk in early pregnancy scanning centres. I had cause to go for all three of my children. (I bled with every single one them)

Cleaning well done for being restrained, hopefully like lost said she was just being naive rather than malicious. If only all it took was to think of our kids

Laura, unkind she is.

Philosophical as ever, Yoda serial

and for us all on the surfboard today.

Ignorance I dislike

I hate being told what I 'should' and shouldn't do/feel/say

How are you doing today flat?

Are you feeling better yoga? Serial ?

Ironically snuggled up with my 2yr old watching paw patrol!

Feel pretty bad: anxious, down, guilty. But hopeful too.

The snot is still strong with me!

Flat, hope you feel better later.

Just had a director be very rude to me.. one thing on my mind

I'm throwing you some extra armbands Cleaning and some of those non slip grippy rubber shoes.

Running through some imaginary conversations with rude director in your head might help? E.g., piss off you rude wanker, I hate your haircut etc.

Or alternatively you're an overpaid cunt and I could do your job with my eyes closed

Remember that I once mentioned not being as powerful as I'd like? He's trying to block my way he's crap at his job and feels threatened

That's it Cleaning let it all out .

Arsehole, tell him if he doesn't lay off, you will set a load of coke addict mums on him.

We will get him in the corner of a pub and talk him to death

flat talk him to death.

That would literally drive him to suicide! He looooves the sound of his own voice

The fuck it switch is flickering big time

Cleaning hang tight you can ride it out, you've done it before. It just sounds like you've had a shit stressful day.

Not feeling the strongest myself today, got a massive headache that tablets aren't touching and I know what will get rid of it in a second so that's not helping. Fucking trying to convince myself I need it for medicinal purposes is ridiculous I know.

Cleaning hang on in there! Lost: you too, I know you have horrible comedowns too, so keep focused on them. Take paracetamol for your 🤕

Medicinal purposes

The lies we tell ourselves

Thanks yeah I've taken paracetamol, drunk loads of water and now eating salt & vinegar crisps in case I'm low in salt like that's going to help

Hope you're feeling stronger today flat you sound a bit brighter. Are you Suffolking at the weekend?

Home and dry... feeling much better... several cigs later Thanks ladies!

My medicinal struggle is at the time of the month. Literally nothing else works. Shame it costs so much more than a prescription

Heading to day 6 💪